I’m trying so hard to not let these thoughts bother me. But every day they just get stronger and realer. It’s as if I am moments away from just giving up and admiring I like girls and not boys at all. That is so devastating. I get memories from when I was a kid and the way I would think of girls is questionable so it makes this even more real. This is so hard , I don’t want to like girls. I don’t even care if I am bi at this point I just want to know I’m attracted to boys too so I can continue being with my boyfriend. This probably sounds so stupid but it’s so hard to deal with. I just want to live a life where I know my sexuality and not have to worry about having to change my life because of it. Things used to be so much easier