I keep having disturbing dreams and my HOCD and POCD are just as prevalent as ever... euphoria as someone told me is a good ERP show but the last time I tried as soon as I saw the locker room scene with naked dudes in it I virtually couldn’t take it anymore and I puked... it’s giving me intrusive thoughts about accepting my sexuality or me being in denial when I just don’t ever wanna be homosexual or bisexual ever... 😭😭😭