I'm straight but it's really hard for me to relate with men, I get extremely anxious because they can be a possible "flirt", and I really wanted to get involved, but I'm so scared (of kissing I think) that I just can't, and I was talking to my psychologist today and I told her about this fear, and she asked "do you also have this fear of women?" (I do have soocd) I’ve never told her that I had this theme of ocd, I wanted to die, I could just jump out of a bridge at that moment, my anxiety rose so fast I could barely breathe, and I haven't stopped feeling bad so far, I don't get anxious about women because I don't consider them a supposed flirt, and I don’t feel attracted to them, but my ocd caught me, now i can't stop thinking "what if i'm not anxious about women because am i attracted to them?" and “what if I can’t relate with men cause I don’t feel attracted to them?” and it's a hell Help :(