I feel like I can’t live a happy life with my bf or at all not knowing if I like girls. I feel like every time I’m happy I get the thought that I do like girls and it just ruins my whole mood so I can never be okay. Everytime I say I love you to my bf I feel like it’s a lie and that I don’t mean it even when I’m happy and I mean it right after the words come out of my mouth I start worrying that it’s not true and I’m just saying that. This is so hard to live with if it’s even ocd at all

Sparker1289

Right there with you

takingmylife...

It makes me feel good that Im not alone

kdito

Yeah this is relatable. Every time I talk about a crush on a guy to my friends I’ll think “why’d you just say that it’s probably not even true”

takingmylife...

This is me too with my bf like I don’t wanna jinx saying i am doing so good with my bf because I remember about these thoughts

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