95 gay/ 5 straight?
I guess, seems like it
Merry Christmas Dude it’s your head can I ask how long you have had ocd
It started in May 2020 and same 2 you man
I have had mine 2 years now it feels very really but it just doesn’t add up at all all my life I have been straight and attracted to woman I don’t believe you can just turn gay although my head is stuck on sexuality being fluid
I dont believe in sexual fluidity all that much but I think I was just always gay and never realized it and was never properly attracted to females due to heterosexual conditioning.
What part I’m your past… you see ocd will mess with your mind and make you think in a way you normally wouldn’t.. me personally I have always been in to girls growing up all through school and college but now I just feel numb around my partner I hate it so much it like my mind has been hijacked feel so lost with this
Sorry you feel that way bro, I hope you can find a therapist and get it sorted
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Hopefully bro I can’t imagine being gay it not me at all this just don’t sit right with me feels like a bad dream it is like my mind is more powerful then my heart at the minute…some times I think maybe just coming out will put a end to all this but then again my head isn’t going to just for get my past so it is just a living hell every day from morning till night I mean I am on this app Christmas morning that just goes to show how much this is ruling life.