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95 gay/ 5 straight?
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I guess, seems like it
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Merry Christmas Dude it’s your head can I ask how long you have had ocd
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It started in May 2020 and same 2 you man
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I have had mine 2 years now it feels very really but it just doesn’t add up at all all my life I have been straight and attracted to woman I don’t believe you can just turn gay although my head is stuck on sexuality being fluid
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I dont believe in sexual fluidity all that much but I think I was just always gay and never realized it and was never properly attracted to females due to heterosexual conditioning.
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What part I’m your past… you see ocd will mess with your mind and make you think in a way you normally wouldn’t.. me personally I have always been in to girls growing up all through school and college but now I just feel numb around my partner I hate it so much it like my mind has been hijacked feel so lost with this
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Sorry you feel that way bro, I hope you can find a therapist and get it sorted
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In I meant to put
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Hopefully bro I can’t imagine being gay it not me at all this just don’t sit right with me feels like a bad dream it is like my mind is more powerful then my heart at the minute…some times I think maybe just coming out will put a end to all this but then again my head isn’t going to just for get my past so it is just a living hell every day from morning till night I mean I am on this app Christmas morning that just goes to show how much this is ruling life.
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Sorry long post. Anyone feel like now they’re just in extreme denial. Like when I was little I noticed guys more than girls in movies and was more drawn to them. I remember changing my mindset to switch that. 98%of my life has been straight until recently. I felt drawn to some guys but never thought of it sexually. Always had girl crushes dreams and porn. Now I watch porn and I feel like straight takes longer and then I go and watch gay porn and feel nothing until I tell myself it’s two attractive dudes and love is love and imagine physical sensations and then it hits like suddenly. Like I have to convince myself it’s alright. Then when I try again I can do all that but feel nothing and then straight porn works. Idk if it’s just getting a fix or the first time works with anything or what but it’s confusing. On top of that I’ve felt girl relationships including my wife maybe miss something and a guy maybe matches that feeling that but then I feel like I’d be missing something without a girl or my wife. Idk I’ve had some rough times in life with male figures in my life but idk. I feel like I have to convince myself more and more that I’m straight even more than the first time I dealt with this. Can someone relate? Please
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I really dont know if it is ocd anymore I dont want certain sexual things with my bf anymore that i used to like When i envision it with a girl it is so easy to envision and it feels like i want that , that will give me the satisfaction This feeling is making me really question if i am still into men , desire men sexually Is this still ocd , i really dont know anymore , as it is a feeling it is too real
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Hey guys so I have been suffering with sexual ocd due to the fact that I don’t feel that romantic spark with him anymore, I love him and I know I do but I get to much in my thoughts thinking about why can’t I feel that anymore what has changed what if I don’t wanna be with anymore I’ve been with him for 4 years and at first I think it was ROCD but now I started thinking what if I’m into girls now I’ve always been the type to say oh a girl is so pretty or I like this about her but now I feel like every time I see a girl I’m like do I see myself in a relationship with her oh she’s pretty oh I like her voice do I find it attractive and sometimes I do !!! Which is killing me I feel disgust thinking about because what if I secretly am no shame to people who are my sister herself is but I just feel wierd because I wanna be with my husband and feel happy there not with a girl and feel like a man because I see myself in the mirrior and I’m like do I myself being a man do I look lesbian? Do I act lesbian or bi? What if secretly I wanna be a man or I imagine myself being a man in a relationship with a pretty girl and idk what to think
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