having thoughts about a baby thigh that i saw on a billboard and i looked at it and i made myself look at it again and it tired to make me feel sexually attracted to the baby thigh even though i’m not it’s just a baby thigh and my ocd made me look at it multi times to tell myself dont feel attracted to it and to stop looking at it earlier i had a mini panic attack and it got me shaking and feeling really bad, and i had the frontal thing and i feel really bad and really sad and gross it makes me feel like i’m really attracted to it even though i am not and if i say i am it lets me relax but i know that’s not true and it sucks so much i hate ocd