Could ocd convince you to the point where you actually start believing it is infact real and everything in your head is true? Who am I kidding now, I know my thoughts/feelings are true, I just wish I wasnt al*ve to see it it happen, I was afraid it would when it started and it has. 

Can SO-OCD Convince You To Believe Your Thoughts Are Real?

Sexual Orientation OCD

"Pure" OCD

Yes it most certainly can make you believe that everything in your mind is true that’s why it’s so tortuous and it’s called the “doubting disease.” I hate it. I hate that we all have to deal with this. I haven’t been the same since. 

Its not that I doubt if I have it, I just dont think I do and my thoughts are actually true. It has felt really real before so I know what feels like but what Im going through now i dont think is ocd, i even forced myself to ask this question as a last failing attempt.