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- 3y
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- 3y
And now I feel worse when I said I don’t because of what happened last night but I don’t like the same exit want male body parts but what happened last night really scares me
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- 3y
I saw a picture of my guy when he was young and you know how some guys when they are young they’re really pretty and then they grow up to be really handsome almost adroagenous back when they’re young but anyway I said I am and I acted happy about it because he looked like he but he didn’t look like a girl I’m not a lesbian and I wouldn’t be happy about that why would I make a comment like that I’m definitely not lesbian despite everything and I almost smiled and said don’t like I mean otherwise I don’t like the way boob stick out I’m not a lesbian and he didn’t really look girly it’s just that’s what happens when guys are pretty especially when they’re young but he’s not girly I think that’s like wrong to say to a guy I wouldn’t say that to him but you know what I mean I’m not a lesbian why would I make that joke and act happy like I acted eager like I do I don’t wanna be a lesbian that’s non me
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- 3y
And now I acted like this guy I saw a video of farmer is better looking than my guy and he’s not I guess I appreciated the beard but now I’m acting like I don’t want I like guys and I don’t want any due to be more attractive than my guy in this guy definitely isn’t like I’m not bashing the poor guy he wasn’t horrible or and if you like that. But I don’t want anyone to be more attractive and I’m scared of the way smiled thinking having a slight feeling like he is even though he’s really not my type like I’m not physically attracted to the dude I guess I really did just appreciate the beard but I don’t want to be I’m scared I’m smiling like I am and I keep kind of swinging back-and-forth imagining touching two sides of the wall going that I do but I don’t swing both ways and I said my guy is not with a face like I smell something bad but my guy is way more attractive guys just the definition of straight up attraction to me like he’s fucking gorgeous and I don’t want to lose it for him and I don’t wanna start noticing other guys and I hate this
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- 24w
I’m like 90% sure I’m just bi, more romantically inclined to men, mainly my bf who I wanna marry. But now my brain is like “if you lean into liking women or keep circling and circling for answers you’ll lose all attraction to men and your bf. You’re practically already a lesbian” I feel so tense and anxious I will admit I am talking to chat gpt out of desperation I’m scared of losing all attraction to him I don’t wanna be thinking about women. I don’t unless I’m really stressed cuz when I’m stressed my ocd can take advantage of that I can usually ground myself when I’m in the city with him but I’m back home for most of the summer and I can’t be physically close to him which usually reminds me that hey this is real this is what I really want in life. Him But then I panic and question I haven’t been here in a while tbh. I’m worried I don’t feel enough. I don’t like magic Mike all that much, I like softer guys. But now the fact I don’t like/get turned on by random men on tv but do women in lingerie really stresses me out and makes me worry I’m truly a lesbian but I’m not. Once I started getting to know my bf and my ex bf’s I really did truly genuinely like them and wanted to make out and everything. Idk can anyone relate to the not liking big buff men All my brain is repeating rn is “when he dies you’ll be able to date a woman, when you break up you’ll only wanna date women” and it’s stressing me out. It’s making me nauseous. I was doing well for about a couple days after I initially left but being at home has been so incredibly draining This might give you a vision of how stressful home is: I’ve been on nexplanon for 7 months ish? Only had very minimal spotting during a stressful school period. Today: fully bleeding, like a usual period. I haven’t had my period since having it put in. I wanna go back to my bf so badly rn. I’m so worried I’m faking or don’t feel enough. I’m learning what a healthy relationship looks like and I’m terrified I’m gonna up and leave him when we’re older cuz I’ll finally figure out that I’m a lesbian or smthn. Idk. Someone pls just help me out a tad
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- 22w
Hey guys so I have been suffering with sexual ocd due to the fact that I don’t feel that romantic spark with him anymore, I love him and I know I do but I get to much in my thoughts thinking about why can’t I feel that anymore what has changed what if I don’t wanna be with anymore I’ve been with him for 4 years and at first I think it was ROCD but now I started thinking what if I’m into girls now I’ve always been the type to say oh a girl is so pretty or I like this about her but now I feel like every time I see a girl I’m like do I see myself in a relationship with her oh she’s pretty oh I like her voice do I find it attractive and sometimes I do !!! Which is killing me I feel disgust thinking about because what if I secretly am no shame to people who are my sister herself is but I just feel wierd because I wanna be with my husband and feel happy there not with a girl and feel like a man because I see myself in the mirrior and I’m like do I myself being a man do I look lesbian? Do I act lesbian or bi? What if secretly I wanna be a man or I imagine myself being a man in a relationship with a pretty girl and idk what to think
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- 11w
seriously someone pls give me advice 😭 I think last week I posted about how I have a crush on my friend and how my brain was making me question everything (mostly my sexuality). Well now I know he has a crush on me too and I’m already worrying about not liking him anymore, even though I was thinking about him all day before he confessed to me. I went to look at pictures to make sure I still think he’s attractive and I didn’t feel the same. Now I’m worrying about if I’ll no longer feel attracted to him when we hangout in person. Why can’t I at least have a simple crush? Why must I question everything??? WHY CANT MY BRAIN JUST FUNCTION NORMALLY THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANE!!?? If you have any tips on how to deal with this please let me know 😭.
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