Always find myself triggered on here:/ someone said something about gay people convincing themselves they’re straight before later coming out and it’s got me terrified. What if this is me 😫 I just want to be with my boyfriend and happy. I don’t want to be in denial

Being Triggered By HOCD Posts On The Community Forum

Sexual Orientation OCD

Relationship OCD

I saw this too- sent me into a spiral. It feels so real. I can’t do this. 

@Ope Today has been awful. I’m just in denial. I had these thoughts so young. 

@Ope Nope my whole world and what I wanted would be gone 

@Ope How is this ANY different than denial. Honestly. I could literally throw up and I don’t want to live with these 24/7 thoughts. 

People shouldn’t post things like this on here not ok 

I think there’s a troll on here that’s saying that to many people. Hopefully he’s removed soon.