PLEASE HELP ME Man I was so close! I’m trying to get my post count down to zero basically. And I am at six posts in 24 hours and it has gone down from double digits. But I had a scary experience in my head. I mean anyway sorry I don’t know what I was gonna say there. But someone was asking how to get their guy to look at them. Ice actually saw this on Facebook it’s a common enough subject so it pops up anywhere. I’m scared boobs are I don’t want big boob women to be sexy I was remembering the trend of I’m scared I must be I don’t wanna be bisexual! And I’m scared of what’s in my heart because of this I’m scared I do but I’ve seen all nice I said nice I don’t want women to be nice looking I’ve seen all kinds of women in shape and out of shape naked and it doesn’t do it for me. And any anyway I’m just scared I’m lying and I don’t wanna be lying to myself but I don’t want that life I don’t want that to be sexy to me! But I remember the trend where you drop a towel in front of your boyfriend naked and they stop playing their video games and go after you and I’m scared all of them but none of them are better than my guy but I’m front of I thought it was certain kind of woman who is really tall curvy and I’m scared I do I don’t like it I don’t want long legs I don’t want dig perky boobs natural or otherwise. And I’m scared of had a feeling in my brain and somewhere else I want I’m hoping it’s not my heart but I’m scared I had a feeling like that is and I don’t want it to be sexy. And then I’m scared I am and I said nothing and I almost smile about it but I don’t wanna be bisexual! I don’t want to I don’t want boobs to sexy and I want I can a muscular is are but at them and to be to my guy but they’re not sexy and they just bigger and more muscular and tanner but that doesn’t equate to sexier to me but I don’t wanna think those kind I don’t wanna have a type of woman in my head that is I don’t want any kind of woman to be sexy in that capacity I’m frightened of the feelings I had like in my brain and I keep saying heart I don’t want this to migrate to my heart I want it to stay in my head! I mean I would rather it leave but I don’t want to go anywhere else I’m scared I’m smiling I said but I don’t like Albans I don’t like any kind and I keep imagining a woman with her hip out and she’s like holding the towel and she drops it in my I’m smiling in my brains acting like it is but it’s not sexy that weird feeling isn’t coming back but why did it pop up at all I’m scared I don’t imagine doing what guys and babies do and I even had my mouth open I don’t want boobs I don’t want any kind of boobs to be sex! I don’t want to be bisexual! I’m scared of the smiling in the feeling I felt I’m scared there is a certain but I’ve looked at all kinds of women naked whether they’re in shape or not all height or weights all ethnicities they’re not that kind of sexy and I’m frightened

LydiaK

Date posted: 3y

Take a deep breath first, try to calm down by inhaling and exhaling slowly. This panic you feel right now, no matter how real is actually fake. Remember that. The reason why it worries you is because it's NOT true. As it happens with everyone that has ocd.

LydiaK

Date posted: 3y

*I'm sorry, what i meant is that the thought is fake not the panic, the panic is very very real and the main reason we suffer :(

Bookworm91

Date posted: 3y

@LydiaK No I got what you meant. Thank you 🙏🏻

Hopeforhappy

Date posted: 3y

Try eft tapping and nature relaxation videos on YouTube helps

Bookworm91

Date posted: 3y

I’ll try that. I love the rain myslef

Bookworm91

Date posted: 3y

@Bookworm91 *myself

Hopeforhappy

Date posted: 3y

There’s awesome music on YouTube for every issue

FocussedOnRe...

Date posted: 3y

You know, you can see the human body, naked or clothed, as beautiful, without it having anything to do with sex. Look at European art from hundreds of years ago, as well as Greek and Roman even older: lots of naked people, and for many there was nothing sexual about it. They kept the art around kids and old people—families would probably picnic under naked sculptures! I was surprised when I visited Mexico, about 20 years ago (I was 12), and I saw barebreasted women feeding their babies. I saw a baby take her mother’s nipple into her mouth—this was shocking to me, but only because I grew up in Texas where this was not considered normal. My point is simple: you are noticing bodies—it doesn’t have to be sexual. It could be, which isn’t a problem IMO, but also, it could have absolutely nothing to do with sex. Here’s a list of non-sexual things we do nude or partially nude: -shower -poop -feed babies breast milk -get skin examines -get massages -try on clothes -for some, sleep I don’t know if this will help, but I hope it will.

Hopeforhappy

Date posted: 3y

Is this your site on Instagram

Bookworm91

Date posted: 3y

I don’t have an active Instagram.

Hopeforhappy

Date posted: 3y

Just curious why you posted that info

Hopeforhappy

Date posted: 3y

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