I've been getting terrible images lately, and the problem is that I don't feel distress by them. I don't enjoy them, but they don't make my stomach into knots, they don't make me want to cry, I don't feel any of things I should feel. 3 months ago an image like this would have me crying my eyes out. I can't bear to see those kind of things on TV and stuff, so why am I not bothered when they're in my head? I also don't feel that much anxiety or panic anymore. I can't panic about anything. I see people talking about how the numbness they feel puts them in such pain, but I don't feel that way either. I worry about that, and sometimes I feel like I don't worry enough about the fact that i'm not worried either. Back then I'd spend the entire day worrying, crying in the middle of class, etc. I just kinda wish I'd feel all of things again, not because I like them, but because if I feel those things then I'd know I'm not a sicko. The fact that I'm not diagnosed doesn't help either. Not looking for reassurance, I know it doesn't help, but just wanted to put this out.