Learning to accept the incomprehensible Greetings For the past two years I've been struggling with thoughts about the beginning of time/universe. Either way you think of it, either something has always existed or something came into being uncaused out of absolute nothing. I tend to lean more on the former, but I still face the incomprehensibility of both options. My reason simply cannot imagine how can something exist beginninglessly. But it seems I have no other options, existence isn't going to change, and aspects of it will forever be beyond the grasp of my rational mind. But I find it so hard to accept and it causes me a great deal of anxiety. Have you struggled with this too? Any help would be appreciated.

I'd agree, but then where did the speck come from? I'm really uncomfortable not knowing.

@Lauriso I mean ofcourse there are many questions and many unknowns. But I guess you could think about it like, “what purpose would it bring me if I knew? Will it help in any way?” Because there are so many other things that are simple that you don’t know. Or the many already discovered things that can be learned about. To me, I guess it’s more interesting learning about things we can rather than spending time trying to come to a conclusion that can’t have an answer. Like for example, you don’t know who your great great great grandparents are, but you’re comfortable with not knowing because you never asked. Idk what I’m saying and I really hope this doesn’t make it worse