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Anonymous_234
14d ago
  • Pedophilic Obsessions OCD
  • False Memory OCD

does anyone else’s mind keep convincing them that they’re actually pedos and that this is what you wanna do??? im so numb i cant feel emotions and im so fucken worried.

oneday🤍
14d ago
Yes all the time and my mind constantly tells me that the police are out to get me and I’m going to prison because I’m a sick person. It’s tortuous living like this 😭
oneday🤍
14d ago
You’re not alone. I’m always here to talk. ♥️
Anonymous_234
14d ago
@oneday🤍 my mind keeps telling that it’s who i am & why don’t i just act on my thoughts. but no i cant and i wont do that. i feel like im being tortured by my thoughts constantly. my mind literally creates every scenario possible😞
Anonymous_234
14d ago
like right now my sister just said she’s gonna take a sleeping pill & my thoughts said “go do it, it’s your chance” like wtf? i wish it would just leave alone already. i cant take the thoughts anymore theyre so brutal.
oneday🤍
14d ago
@Anonymous_234 I’m sorry you’re dealing with this as well. I feel the exact same way. I can say something simple to someone and my mind will turn it into the worst case scenario. It’s exhausting living with OCD, my thoughts have convinced me that I’m a terrible person and want my thoughts. I know how you feel. 😭 Are you taking anything to help with your thoughts?
Anonymous_234
14d ago
@oneday🤍 yess! it’s the worst!! and idk what to do 😞, i havent tried meds:( my doctors aren’t the best when it comes to asking for anything. they never believe me
oneday🤍
14d ago
@Anonymous_234 I’d switch doctors, you need someone who understands that you’re suffering and can help you. ♥️
Anonymous_1
14d ago
Yes I’m so worried that I want it.
Anonymous_234
14d ago
yes!!! me right now. i feel so uncomfortable.
Anonymous_234
14d ago
i cant seem to just let the thoughts pass
Anonymous_1
14d ago
One time my ocd was making me answer hypothetical questions like “if this wasn’t immoral would you like this” and I answered yes and I was tried so my guard was down so I freaked out after and wondered if I had a hidden subconscious desire or something. Or does ocd trick you and make u think it’s what you desire?
Anonymous_234
14d ago
my mind questions me so much it’s scary & every little thing becomes a trigger for me somehow. i could just be reading and i’ll be triggered or even just like looking at a toy. it’s crazy what are minds try to trick us into being
Anonymous_1
14d ago
@Anonymous_234 I’m sorry🥺 but you think it’s ocd tricking us right?
Anonymous_234
14d ago
@Anonymous_1 yes i think so, bc i know it’s not who we are!☹️
oneday🤍
14d ago
@Anonymous_234 Omg me too, everything triggers me. I had to get rid of all social media because of this. 😭
Anonymous_1
14d ago
I agree