I AM SO CONFUSED , yesterday i felt like sh1t and i was meant to go to girlfriends house , i literally forced myself to go . When i got there i had such a good time , i got home felt good for a bit then all of a sudden just this negativity and sick feeling in my stomach . i go to sleep and have a dream about her (sexual) , i wake up and feel like i don’t actually like her . my mind is baffled