ocd loves to creep up on you when it sees you doing good. i did so good today with being calm i was telling myself “see it’s okay you’re gonna be okay tomorrow you’re gonna get up and take your siblings to school with no worries or anything getting in your way okay” but now i’m kinda rethinking it bc my thoughts are telling me i’m gonna act on it without realizing or just because. i don’t wanna think like that. i just wanna let all this disappear from my mind & set myself free from how much ocd has ruined my life. 😞