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I’m herosexual, yet my brain clung to the fact ‘what if I’m not’. It’s torture. I’m so sorry your going through the same, but obviously vice Versa. I honestly thought I’d overcome HOCD 2 days ago. Then fell down the rabbit hole of rumination.
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Same
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Wanna be friends?
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I know we’re trying be serious, but I couldn’t help notice you spelt “heterosexual” incorrectly. Herosexual just makes me think of someone with super powers and a cape 😁🦸♀️
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