what if i’m just in denial this hurts me so much i feel like my ocd is fake and i’m just using it to not admit it what do i do i can’t stop crying i’m having a panic attack guys please talk to me i need help

hi! i have this thought about faking ocd too. but i always try to remind myslef that doubting that i have or don't ocd is also part of ocd

I feel almost certain that I’ve faked ocd and that I’m just a lesbian

why do you feel that way