I feel you. This awful torture started 6 months ago for me, and before that I was so excited for the amazing future I imagined for myself. I cry every day too because I don’t think the real me will ever some back, and I’m so scared for how much worse it will get in the future. I also wish more than anything that everyone with OCD could be cured and go back to their normal selves. 😔😔
it’s absolutely terrible. im so so sorry you’re going through this. none of us deserve to feel this way. im always here if you need to talk!😞 🤍
Thank you, and I’m also so sorry you’re going through this. I’m here for you too!
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Just know you’re not alone. I went and am still going through this exact same thing and it’s hell. I wanted to die because my POCD and false memory was/is so bad. It’s torture and it’s not fair that we have to live like this battling with our minds everyday. I can tell by your post you’re a wonderful person and you want what’s best and I hope one day we can all be free from this. It’s unfair to us to live like this. I will say though, I’m thankful to have medicine to help cope with some of the worst days. Are you seeing a therapist or taking medication? I’m always here for you really. ♥️
thank you sm😞 yes it’s the absolute worst. im worrying about me not having reactions to my thoughts bc it makes me believe that it means im not afraid to act on my thoughts. im still so scared after seeing someone’s instagram comment saying that someone on reddit triggered her saying “you’re on of us, that’s how we started” and it fucken scares me.
but no meds yet😭 only therapy