How did you come to the conclusion that you’re not 100% straight?
I have started feeling the same thought and idk what to do about it can u help?Earlier it was jealousy competition and now feels like wow like them notice them want to be with them?!? How is this ocd?!? Everything points at me being in denial and some of my friends who are bi have it easy and me looking at them i am never as anxious anymore coming out videos as exposure doesn’t work and always was ocd i think i was just lying to myself i know i can do it easily and will like it and if j cry i will feel overwhelmed as to what am i coming to terms with not nervousness and that just proves it was never ocd but denial and i just lied to myself feeling like not looking at girls acting like I don’t feel anything cause i am scared and i want it to be not that but its true and i am just running away from it its like how you feel when you like a guy never accept it deny it and then boom and now i am not even interested in guys how can any of this be denial?!? Feels like I enjoy these thoughts and people with ocd compared to dont they hate it but it’s opposite with me and i am not even doing anything to to get better or to get help its as if i know it will never work and I don’t want it i am doomed there’s no way out of this ….will never tell my friends but will be i guess seems like a speech i am convincing myself with.. not being straight feels possible but with all these thoughts not being bi doesn’t feel possible…seems so possible to be with a girl i know this isn’t ocd right?! Who am i ?!! I am not straight right?! All this just can’t be that and if i am why does it feels like its a lie and unfair and I can’t accept it and all this says its not ocd. Pls help me i have officially lost myself…
It’s hard to say bc obviously I only started obsessing about what exactly my sexuality is because of SOOCD but I guess just looking back in my life and all, I do think women are attractive and sometimes I think I could be attracted to tomboys so while I still think I’m mostly straight, I think there could be a chance for me to be attracted to women. I’ve just made my peace with not knowing if this or when it would happen
Was it through SOOCD?