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okay thank you so much for the advice, i won’t confess then ❤️❤️ i do have a therapist but i have no idea how she’ll react to this :(( she’s nice and have been understanding so far but i’m unsure how she’d react to this. the worse case scenario i’m scared of her actually thinking i’m a pedo and calling the police or something
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@anonymousss thank you so much for the advice!!! you’re so sweet <33 i hope your recovery goes smoothly too pocd sucks so hard 😭😭 if you don’t mind me asking, i just checked to see if it was even possible for anything to go wrong so that later down the line if this happens again i know to use logic and remind myself that nothing bad could happen. does this count as a compulsion?
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@anonymousss alrighty! as someone who also has a very bad time resisting compulsions too i’ll try my best to keep your words in mind, thank you so much again for your help! :) if you don’t mind me asking, do you have any social medias i could follow you on? you seem really cool ☺️
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@anonymousss just followed!
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for a split second he put his hand a little too close and i didn’t do anything for erp reasons but i acknowledged that there was a big there was a big possibility of him going too far and i still went through with it should i tell someone about this i feel guilty
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