Emilyycc
- Date posted
- 3y
EmilyyccEmilyycc
- Date posted
- 3y
I’m so sad I cry everyday I hate bad people I don’t like them I cringe when I think about bad things I hate this I prayed to god today I felt a bit better and then it all came back I meet with my therapist tomorrow I really need help if anyone could talk to me about harm ocd and false memories and how they are slowly getting over it and recovering please. These thoughts feel so real I never want to do them , god please let me know if this is a false memory sometimes I don’t even want a brain I know that sounds stupid and I wouldn’t be alive right now without it but it’s so hard no one understand I feel like I have the worse case of ocd I don’t know how I’m still dealing with this. It’s so hard for me . Sometimes I wish I would just get a really bad concussion then I wouldn’t remember anything and start over with everything .
Anonymous_234Anonymous_234
- Date posted
- 3y
i dont have harm ocd but i feel the same way with pocd. it’s the absolute fucken worst😞 how long have you been dealing with ocd?:(
EmilyyccEmilyycc
- Date posted
- 3y
I think I’ve had it ever since I was little first I would straighten everything out and then it went away and the in grade 12 well when I graduated I had cheating ocd what if I cheated on my boyfriend? Then when I heard about Jeffrey Epstein I thought ONG what if I did something bad to a kid like that then it moved to omg did you kill someone I’ve delt with almost all the worst ones .
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 3y
Hello when I started having ocd when I was about 9 I started having very bad th9ughts and images if hurting myself my family even my animals 😢 it was heart breaking 💔 thankfully after awhile I do not have those thoughts anymore. I do have other thoughts but they re not as strong I would say just don't ruminate with the thoughts try and live out your day like they are not even there I am here for support
Peter !Peter !
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- 3y
Me too.
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