I put a TW because im not sure if reading this will trigger anybodys intrusive thoughts, but im just so stuck. about 4 months ago or 6 i started having these obsessive thoughts that i didnt love my boyfriend anymore. i dont know why. i have planned my whole life with him. before my intrusive thoughts started coming i was so so so happy. not too long ago i then started to have intrusive and obsessive thoughts that i wasnt attracted to my boyfriend anymore and that i liked girls. i never could picture myself with a girl nor have i ever had a crush on one growing up. i have lots to say in such a short message but i also go through a lot of mental games at home. i feel that i let down my parents. i feel like such a burden to them and that hurts me so bad. everyone around me is in college n stuff and im at home working. anyways im just so stuck. i dont want my thoughts to be real life. im so sad with who i am. does anyone else go through this?