Ocd making me believe that i am gonna turn against god,and put thoughts inside my head to look up more about evolution sp that it proves that there is no god! And i don’t want this i have alays god he always showed me love and oeace and it was all great before my ocd came i had this battle like 6 months ago but it went all away but now it returned again as if my mind wants me to lose my faith and o feel miserable because my mind isn’t ready for a faith battle! Is this normal

Can you tell me more abt how it went with you

And did it make you feel like you are gonna lose your faith completely?

And do you get triggered about things that talks about god isn’t here and not real and stuff as if you believe in tjem but you don’t

@Ljc101010 I wasn’t scared that I was believed them. I was scared that they were right, but I know now they are 100% wrong. I can tell you how it went for me, but it goes against what the experts say to do for ocd. To be fair, I didn’t know I had ocd at the time. I thought I just had extreme anxiety, so I didn’t know how all of it worked. But Instead of just letting the thoughts pass by, I dug into to research by Christian Apologists (like the ones I named above, plus Voddie Bauchaum…he’s great too) that fed my faith. It actually inspired me to want to get my masters degree in Christian Apologetics.

@NewToOCD8 I hope i did this instead i went crazy worrying and searching for the opposite not for what’s gonna incread my faith

@NewToOCD8 And now i am fighting it pray for me!

Thanks

No i am not unfortunately my parents doesn’t support rhe idea and i don’t what to do but i don’t want this to start again because i am not read for this kinda battle it really makes everthing worse

Did it affect your faith?

So at last faith wasn’t lost right,

Because i really don’t want to

You know it usn’t that i found religion controlling it’s that i once a thought pooped and all the doubt started And i feel my thought want me separated from the most thing that i love and define me

I want to calm down really because i am afraid i will lose my faith because my mind keep telling me tho and i don’t want to that’s why i am panicking i hate how my mind can be so manipulative not because anyone made me doubt my religion or even someone controlled me by any how so i feel like a monester inside me want to take my own decisions for me and make me away from god

I believe in my own god and i don’t want to get away really and my mind knows that and he makes me fear more u know what i mean

@Ljc101010 Popped*

I believe nth can force me to move away from god but i just want to feel safe that my ocd won’t take it away from me

Should i just leave the thought and it will go away on it’s own?