Does anyone else’s pocd make you feel like you need to do certain bad actions in order to feel better? Like things you know you would never do? I’ve been questioning myself a lot lately and if it truly is my ocd or just me being that kind of person.

Yeah, it’s like this feeling of dread accompanied by thoughts or urges like ‚just do it, you will do it sooner of later, you will ‚give in‘, you can’t deny your true self forever‘. It hurts a lot. But do not forget that this is part of the disease. We crave certainty at all costs, so our brain will do everything it can to get us to listen and do our compulsions again. I know it feels irresponsible and wrong