i feel so fake, i don't even know who am i. ocd keeps telling me that I'll only be myself if i come out as gay and change my gender identity. everything feels so strange to me. i try my best to stop doing compulsions and to stop reassuring myself, i was doing well awhile ago, the thoughts didn't bother me but i feel so different now, i usually don't post but i just need to let it all out today
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Sparker1289
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Date posted
680d ago
I would love to talk more if you're up for it. I feel the same way about how I'll be myself if I just come out and life will be easier