I love complimenting my partner on his body and making him feel good and seeing him smile even though it feels like I’m lying when I say those things and that I don’t care about his body or I’m not attracted to him. Is this bad? 🥲

I relate to this so much but I'm doing everything I can to embrace uncertainty and continue my ERP. Some days it gets so upsetting because it's like the OCD has numbed my attraction to my husband. You're not alone!

i get the same way! your ocd is making you feel that way, remember ocd attacks what you love the most!