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- 3y
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I have been dealing with this as well 😔 it’s not fun!! I would double check to make sure things I saw and noises I heard were real “just to make sure” (they were always real) but it still scares me so much
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Currently dealing with this right now from the moment I wake up to to the moment I fall asleep, constantly checking if I’m schizophrenic or if I’m hearing things or seeing things it’s very tiring but I know i need to keep telling myself it’s just ocd and that my anxiety is just heightened. I totally get the “anxiety mimicking symptoms” i then get thrown into a huge panic that it’s finally happening that I’m now schizophrenic even tho anxiety and ocd can literally make us believe anything when we’re in such a panic state. What has helped me is finding ocd Instagram accounts and YouTube accounts as there is many posts on this theme and to know that I’m not the only one experiencing this theme which has reduced my anxiety a bit
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- 3y
Thank you so much for responding! I’ve been trying to tell myself that I know this is OCD playing with me and it does help, but then sometimes I’m stuck in a negative loop where I’m just questioning it all. Like I keep telling myself this is beginning stages and I’m actually developing it and then I start to check every thought. Then my mind like has a complete random weird thought and I start to believe I’m becoming delusional. It’s been stressing me out but I’m trying to just deal with the feelings and anxiety I get and try and tell myself “oh well If I am” but sometimes it’s hard because the anxiety I feel with those thoughts is kind of being me down, as I have been able to manage my OCD symptoms for the last 2 years. I’m sorry you are experiencing this as well. It makes it hard sometimes but the fact that you keep going is strength. I have to remind myself of that. Sending you all good thoughts as you deal with this as well!!!
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@hannie Oh I definitely relate to everything your saying, with the weird random thought thing for me anyways my therapist said it’s because I’m always in such a panic state so my brain is almost like spaghetti and is all tangled up and not making sense which is causing the panic most of the time. I really hope you get through this too and just to know your not alone !
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That makes sense! So our thoughts are probably just firing because we are in fight or flight? It’s just so weird cause they come out of nowhere and are so random and weird that it always stops and makes me feel anxious cause I feel they are not normal thoughts and that makes me think somethings wrong. I don’t know if that makes sense lol. Thank you!
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And by no means am I saying that if you have schizophrenia, you are crazy! I just want to clarify that. It’s just kind of a anxiety feeling I get like I feel as if I’m losing my mind and I’m not in control. I guess my fear is based on losing the somewhat normalcy/ routine I have and not being able to do everything for myself. I really hope I’m not offending anyone but I just don’t know how else to explain it.
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Thank you so much for responding! I’ve been double checking too! It’s frustrating cause I feel I could become schizophrenic any second and I know logically that’s it’s my OCD but it feels so real. My new thing is having random bizarre thoughts and then my mind is like yep that’s not a normal thought, Must be a delusion. Then I panic and think that that’s it, I’m losing it. Ugh I hope I pull myself out! Sending you all the positive thoughts your way! Just know you are very strong from facing OCD everyday!
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- 25w
I struggle so bad with intrusive thoughts. They can be so bad that I'll cry because I KNOW that's not how I feel or want to do. (Too embarrassed to say what they're about) I'll constantly try to figure out why I have them, and constantly figure out what they mean, causing me to constantly circle around and around. I had to get on anxeity meds, which helped a little but the thoughts still happen. How do you help yourself with this? How do you know that you're just not some physcopath? 😅
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- 22w
i have such a fear of psychosis and schizophrenia, so i’m scared that i’m going to develop it and lose control over my OCD thoughts. If im very tired and my eyes get heavy i get so scared that im going to go crazy or that i have one or the other. and if i have a panic attack im convinced im going to develop it. does anyone have any tips on how to work though this? i saw a thing online that said people with these dont know the have it and that scared me into thinking i have it and dont know.
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- 21w
I don't know what to do anymore, the fear of psychosis and schizophrenia is so bad in so hyper aware of everything I hear and everything I see, I've always had eye floaters now I convince myself that it's really me hallucinating, I've always had tinnitus but now I'm convinced it means I'm going to go crazy soon, I can't sit in quiet because all I'm focusing on is what I'm hearing, and searching for any sounds I can't distinguish, when there's background noise I get so anxious if I think I heard something but im not sure I did or I'm just anxious, I'm terrified I'll start having delusions and sometimes my brain confuses some sounds for other sounds for example say I'm hyper focused and I breathe and my nose makes a whistling sound my mind interprets it as a scream and I freak out thinking I'm hallucinating only to focus closer and realize it's my own breathing, earlier I was so anxious that I couldnt tell if I had an intrusive thought or heard something, I don't know how to make it stop, I've been through this theme before I just forgot how hard it was I'm having a panic attack please help
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