Does anyone with pocd have the fear/obsession of either willingly or accidentally viewing illegal content online and then possibly going to jail for it? It’s killing me

@one day Even when I posted this texts I think people will become suspicious and for sure look at me through my phone lens😭😢

Not for pocd but, anything that I say or do(Even though does not offend anyone) I think I will go to jail or they execute me because of that!😭 For example when I write anything here on NOCD I think police is following my posts and someday will catch me (Even though I know I didn't do anything illegal!...)😭😢

@oneday I understand you very well and I'm always thinking that someone is looking at me through phone lens😭😢

When I write something I think that I have wrote something illegal or something about sex that offends someon So I'm terrified of writing something and I have always obsession that what if someone reads it( even though I know that I have not wrote anything illegal or about sex!)😭😢

Posting on NOCD is one example, all of my time and energy throughout the day is wared on such things!😭😢 I see people around me and I say in my mind good luck with them that they don't have such thoughts.

Unfortunately yes because of the immature acting out I did almost a decade ago when it came to p*** and experimenting. I really hate that I was exposed to it all at a young age and it still gives me high anxiety and discomfort to this day