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@one day Even when I posted this texts I think people will become suspicious and for sure look at me through my phone lens😭😢
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Not for pocd but, anything that I say or do(Even though does not offend anyone) I think I will go to jail or they execute me because of that!😭 For example when I write anything here on NOCD I think police is following my posts and someday will catch me (Even though I know I didn't do anything illegal!...)😭😢
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@oneday I understand you very well and I'm always thinking that someone is looking at me through phone lens😭😢
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When I write something I think that I have wrote something illegal or something about sex that offends someon So I'm terrified of writing something and I have always obsession that what if someone reads it( even though I know that I have not wrote anything illegal or about sex!)😭😢
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Posting on NOCD is one example, all of my time and energy throughout the day is wared on such things!😭😢 I see people around me and I say in my mind good luck with them that they don't have such thoughts.
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Unfortunately yes because of the immature acting out I did almost a decade ago when it came to p*** and experimenting. I really hate that I was exposed to it all at a young age and it still gives me high anxiety and discomfort to this day
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- 23w
Trying not to seek reassurance, but rather connect the dots on my OCD and possible reasons as to why I am the way I am. I have severe OCD (or at least I hope I do) mainly surrounding POCD. I've had symptoms of OCD the majority of my life but this theme has come up more recently. When I was a kid, and i'm talking 6-7, I was first exposed to some really gross adult content online. It was introduced to me by a friend of mine around the same age of me. I saw some really disgusting things that a 6-7 year old should definitely not see. This was not a one time occurrence, as I had been exposed to taboo topics online years to come after that, such as the same friend introducing me to Omegle... And i'm sure you can imagine how that went, theres a lot of genuinely disgusting human beings on there. Coming back to the reason for making this post; is it possible to early exposure to this content could be one of the reasons I struggle with POCD? It genuinely scares me to death because you hear that real p*dos dealt with simular situations when they were kids, so thats kind of making me feel that this could be more than OCD, and I could be a genuinely bad person. My POCD feels so real, that at times i'm fully convinced its not OCD. Sometimes I can't even distinguish the feelings of attraction between a younger person and an older person, except for the feeling of anxiety and fear. Its really hard to explain without going into detail, but it just feels so real. Some feedback on this would be great, thank you all.
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I was scrolling on here and now I’m having a panic attack. Someone posted resources and one of them was a NOCD article and I thought that was so great. I clicked on it because I like learning about this disorder and I love NOCD’s resources. But I read that one of the compulsions for pocd is watching cp? I thought that wasn’t a thing with POCD. I literally cannot breathe because I feel like this thing is now possible and I cant calm down. That was the first time I’ve ever seen that stated as a compulsion. I feel like I’m dying. What triggered my spiral in the first place was months ago someone contacted me and told me they watched it but claimed OCD and I felt absolutely horrified. I deleted my account and removed that person entirely. I am freaking out so bad I really can’t seem to breathe right now
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- 15w
I look back at all past interactions with others and think “what if they were a minor” even though there is no particular reason to think that they were. Is that a common obsession with Pocd? Has anyone else had this intrusive thought? It’s so scary and exhausting.
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