I’m at the very beginning of my journey. I never knew i could relate to something so much after learning about ocd. In my case, one of the main ones i struggle with is ROCD. I’ve done so much thinking and checking my feelings that I’m starting to wonder if this is ROCD or not. Is it normal to question that? I’m just so tired of feeling this horrifying amount of anxiety. It becomes so much worse when my partner is away and i never imagined to feel this way towards him. I can’t believe this is my reality right now. It’s so hard to the point where i just want to break up and leave everything behind but deep down i know that will only hurt me so much worse. I just want to be better.