My mind has recently been trying to make me feel like i want these thoughts and its scaring the hell outta me. Even now when i pray about getting rid of the thoughts my mind is making me feel like im acting even though ive been praying about getting rid of them for almost 2 years now. I want this to go away so bad..Its making me feel like i shouldn’t be here.
I feel like my Ocd is also this way I feel like I’m just telling my self I don’t want it but in reality I am this bad person. It’s scares me too. OCD sucks lol