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- 3y
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- 3y
Thoughts do not equal facts! I know what you're going through, too. I read that this theme, is quite common.
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- 3y
Thanks for responding š
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- 3y
I keep thinking is it fear or excitement and then I fall into a loop. I so hope it's pocd and that I'm not actually a bad person. Do you also have pocd ?
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- 22w
I feel like a really terrible person right now, I keep replaying this, and no matter what I canāt remember what happened, itās like my brain is purposely not letting me think about it. Without wasting any more time, Iāll get into it. Basically, I was at Walmart, and looking at cards with My Dad, I saw anime ones, took pictures of them for my sister, even ones that were anime kids, because I did my best to ignore it, so I looked at a Hunter x Hunter card, I stared at the black haired kid, being all like ā Iām glad Iām not having any thoughts about this, Iām glad Iām having normal thoughts and not thinking anythingā I felt happy, then as soon as I looked at killua (white haired kid), everything collapsed. I donāt know what happened, my brain wonāt let me remember. But Iāll give bits and pieces. I think that I had false attraction, and something in my head, said āoh, I wouldnāt mind being attracted.ā āHe is attractive, and Iām attracted to him.ā āI remember a girl thinking he is attractive and he isā ā Itās not wrong to be attractedā ā I donāt care about his ageā .. something along the lines of that, and now Iām panicking super hard, because Iām worried if I said those things, I feel like I ruined my life that Iām a pe//do and deserve nothing, idk what to do, I feel terrible⦠I remember when I was having the intrusive thoughts, I was panicking and was worrying, but it kept playing out, and I kept hearing things talk, it was drawn out too long, that now I feel convinced that I was saying those things, I tested it too, and I can confirm that I didnāt say that, but why am I still not convinced? I know I wouldnāt say those things, I was hoping the complete opposite would happen. My brain kept making me feel like it wasnāt wrong and it was okay. Maybe thatās why Iām so convinced I did that. Iām just spiraling super bad right now, I donāt know what to do or what to think, I donāt know if I said that or not⦠even if I did test it, I genuinely just feel like I said it, and I wanted it, because I still feel uncertain, I still feel like I said it, part of me just wants to be like oh I did and so I can move on, not because I agree with it, I just donāt know what else to do⦠Iām really scared.
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- 11w
How is this OCD? Who with Pocd thinks about a naked child ???? I was over here thinking if Iām actually attracted to kids because I find some of them good looking you know and my little cousin I have thoughts about her too and I was thinking about her naked but I wasnāt aroused or nothing so thatās where Iām confused It was intentional so does that make me a p*do?
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- 11w
Iām scared I might become a r*pist Iām over here thinking at a time I saw a kid and I looked down at his pants like I keep thinking about what I did and itās like I feel attracted and to me it felt like I gave him this predator look and he probably thinks Iām a P I just wonder how is this Pocd Because it feels like I want to do stuff like I donāt know I keep thinking about that situation
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