I went to my cousin's home yesterday and he has a two year old daughter. She's really cute and while I was there we played a lot and nothing bad happened. The whole day I was constantly getting really bad images in my mind and I was constantly checking if I'm getting a groinal. There was a moment while playing when I felt this sudden urge to do something inappropriate and I got scared . Being so scared brought me relief for a while but later I started feeling less scared and now I can't sleep thinking " what if I acted on that urge'. A part of me knows I would never do that but I'm so messed up right now . And then I start thinking ' what if it's not pocd ? ' ughhhh

erhodes

Date posted: 3y

Thoughts do not equal facts! I know what you're going through, too. I read that this theme, is quite common.

Chichi

Date posted: 3y

Thanks for responding 😊

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Date posted: 3y

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Chichi

Date posted: 3y

I keep thinking is it fear or excitement and then I fall into a loop. I so hope it's pocd and that I'm not actually a bad person. Do you also have pocd ?

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