Feeling ßuicidal but not having the option to do it is suffocating and cruel to live with every day.

I'd send u a million paper roses if I could. No matter how lonely life seems, you're never truly alone. People love you.

Know that you are not alone in your battle with OCD. Everyone on this app is struggling with it. I hope you know you are so strong for facing OCD, that it takes strength to handle it. That shows alot about you. You have a purpose. Maybe your meant to help others with OCD one day. Maybe someone’s going to help you. You never know what the reason is but know you deserve an amazing life. You can have one even living with OCD. The feelings you feel are temporary, they won’t last forever and you owe it to yourself to have a happy life. Don’t give into the lies, We all are fighting the same battle. You aren’t alone.

You don’t have to process anything or try to feel anything but know that you have to keep moving forward. Even if it’s baby steps everyday.You keep going. Even when you feel you can’t, you just do. Show up for yourself and even if you don’t believe it, tell yourself that you will get through this. Allow yourself to feel what you feel but don’t allow it to take over. You will get better. Your life is of value and you matter. Don’t let OCD tell you any different. You are stronger then OCD and it won’t take you. So please tell OCD to(excuse my words) fuck itself. You know you have a medical condition but you are not your medical condition. You have a life outside of OCD and OCD is not who you are. I’m sorry for going on but I have been at my lowest and it felt impossible to get out of but I’m telling you. It is and it will be ok. Praying for you!

You're loved bud And never alone Hang in there

You deserve to be happy ! Look for things that make you happy 🙏🏻💕

Its hard to feel and process any emotions in this time of my life but I really appreciate everyones kind words, thanks alot guys.