Im worried I dont love my boyfriend... Sometimes I just want to be by myself for a few days to just relax and be by myself and I feel like i should be wanting to see him everyday. Sometimes I get a bit annoyed at him too and I don't know why. I keep overthinking if he's the one for me or if we should break up. I keep thinking of what if I want someone more like this or like that. What if he doesnt give me enough affection etc. The thoughts have been bad lately and I dont even know what's real or not. I'm just really upset and worried. I suffer from ocd but I'm worried its not even ocd and that we're not compatible

I feel exactly the same and have exactly the same thoughts! Then afterwards feel so guilty for it and guilty for staying with someone when I can’t say for 100% certain if it’s right. It’s so easy to let it eat away at your head but remember that this is OCD and would happen no matter who you were with. OCD manages to attack all the things you love the most and that’s what makes it so horrid :( Hope you’re doing okay friend! You’re not alone!

Im with you as well! Were all in it together. OCD attacks what you care for most. I try to remember at love is a choice, thoughts are just thoughts and feelings are not facts.

I also get so scared that I’m not being “me” enough and that I’m hiding from something and missing out on some other alternative reality with someone else, somewhere else doing something else and it takes over your head. Every tiny little thing I’ll pick on and see flaws in and can’t stop focusing on something that isn’t attractive. Makes me feel like I can’t love him if I think that but I know it’s just the OCD- so sorry you’re feeling that way too 😖