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oh and also, a huge part of the cure to get rid of it is to correct your self image. she did that a lot with me too, and that was basically what did the most. if yoy have crappy self esteem, your anxiety levels rise a lot. its like the mouse and the lion. a mouse is very low on the food chain, knows its small and is in danger and therefore, its heart beats faster and its always on the look out. a lion knows it has no natural predators, and therefore you’ll see lions just sunbathing on the savannah. but if us people with ocd see ourselves as mice when we’re lions, it makes sense we’re so scared
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- 6y
literally. but its hard with all the uncertainty. like i dont want to be a freak or a murderer. i dont want the "snapping scenario". i want my old life back. and whats even worse is that ocd tries to convince you that you enjoy that shit. like are you fucking kidding my life is being destroyed by this. no i dont fucking like these thoughts. FUCK OCD. EXPOSE YOURSELF TO YOUR FEARS. IF WE WERE ALL WHAT OUR OCD TELLS US WE ARE WE SHOULDVE KNOWN BY KNOW INSTEAD OF CONSTANTLY LOOKING FOR PROOF
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its actually totally true! i used to go to metacognitivetherapy, and back then i kind of thought i was goingthere because i had overthinking problems (i did also) but in reality it was still some kind og obsessive overthinkinh/ruminating in the pure-o sense, and i never once realised that what i felt there was also anxiety (i only thought my extreme panic attacks counted as anxiety) and basically, my therapist used different methods to trick me into not doing shit or thinking about it. literally, the essence of metacognitive therapy is “just dont think about it” like the bad advice your friends without anxiety give you. but damn, its true. and i never realised that it was what she did to me. basically, she just gradually taught me not to think about the stuff i did, and so my problems were gone!
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metacognitive therapy is like a two year education i think, so it takes a specialist yeah
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- 6y
but fixinh your self esteem doesnt always require a therapist
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you can start out by questioning the beliefs you have about yourself
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Ugh @anna banana I always had a feeling that fixing my self-esteem would help things. I just really do not know how. I guess that’s what a therapist is for. Are there specific ones that practice metacognitive therapy? Like CBT specialists or?
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- 17w
Every day living is a win against OCD! Don’t let up, it’s gonna hurt like hell, but we’ll come out of this stronger than ever! Practice your uncertainty, welcome those nasty thoughts, no matter how horrible or taboo, look at them straight up and laugh! This is not our reality, we choose our own paths! Life was never meant to be serious! There’s no such thing as a serious sunrise, serious tree, or serious bird! Laugh and love, learn to forgive yourself, it’s beautiful once you come out on the other side for once!
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Just noticed something that helped me today. I was having the realization a lot of my issues stem from me not taking responsibility for my own life, and also not recognizing my own self-limiting beliefs (SLBs) and automatic negative thoughts (ANTs.) In doing this, I learned that the only way forward is confronting my deepest darkest fears head on and associated irrational/self limiting beliefs- and that for years and years, I have simply retreated and run away. One of my deepest darkest fears (one of my obsessions) is rooted in the understandable fear of the worst of humanity, and the 'what if' I was that (like many of us.) I actually can have compassion for myself because it is perfectly okay to be scared of the worst of people, and if something like that is perpetuated throughout pop culture-media- it would make sense to have associated thoughts about it. The fear is that I am a serial killer or have motives of one. And the OCD has caused me to constantly question my motives and actions to no end (how OCD latches on- makes you look for evidence where there is none.) For the longest time, I have been convinced I am one, and need to hide myself from the world, avoid people more than just because of social anxiety, what my main anxiety was back then. I look for signs everywhere- and the OCD latches on to any perceived (not real) evidence that I am one, that people think I am one. When I decided to confront this fear rather than run away like I have for years, it made me realize it is just a fear- it has nothing to do about who I am as a person, despite how strong the OCD tries to convince you otherwise. It is so sad how strong OCD can be, to make so many of us good intending people be convinced that they are something horrible. Anyway, I hope this can help people realize the best way forward is to confront it head on. It's akin to shining a light on the monster and seeing it for what it is - a goofy thing with fake prosthetics for a movie that isn't a monster after all- a sheep in wolfs clothing. It's just you have been running from it so long, your imagination has gotten so detailed about how horrible it is, hearing its fake growls, instead of turning around and blasting it with a spotlight. This is I guess what ERP is about. For me, one of the struggles with ERP and a specific exposure is that the OCD will jump to a different obsession , which then tells me ERP is a waste because Im not confronting the 'most recent' fear. This is faulty thinking though- because the solution is to confront the fear, not the specific thought. By doing that, you learn to not run away and do all the compulsions in your mind. Tl;dr- long winded post about me realizing how I have actually been avoiding the solutions (ERP) and making up reasons to not confront my fears this whole time. I have been running instead of shining a light on the sheep in wolfs clothing.
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