sometimes i breakdown crying because i keep having thoughts like “but what if this is what you want? or what if you wanna do this now?? what if your values are changing? what if everything’s gonna go wrong for you?”
I feel you. Do you ever get the urges with the thoughts as well, making it very convincing you're this dark person? Bc that's how I feel🙁
yes!!! terribly
@Anonymous_234 Oh thank God. I mean not thank God you have it but thank God I can relate😭. Sorry that came off wrong. But sometimes I feel like I get them 24/7 n about all weird things like pedophilia, incest, beastiality, anything super vile n weird. N it's like these groinal responses and urges sometimes make me truly think I like these things.... but I feel disgusting too so I hope I dont😭
@Anonymous same for me i don’t even know where to start to get better
Can anyone validate my feelings/felt the same way. I overthink a lot about my relationship, but I especially worry my boyfriend will randomly change behaviors and become toxic. He’s never had toxic behaviors but I worry at some point in our relationship he could possibly change, and it consumes me sometimes.
I look back at all past interactions with others and think “what if they were a minor” even though there is no particular reason to think that they were. Is that a common obsession with Pocd? Has anyone else had this intrusive thought? It’s so scary and exhausting.
i’m terrified to get a diagnosis. What if it’s not actually OCD??? I made a list of reasons why i think so and then i think what if im lying and i actually don’t do this stuff and am just dramatic and i just want to have OCD so then my thoughts are justified?? I have struggled in the past year with Pocd & Rocd and then also some bits of thinking im constantly in danger or being watched? I’m scared.
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