sometimes i breakdown crying because i keep having thoughts like “but what if this is what you want? or what if you wanna do this now?? what if your values are changing? what if everything’s gonna go wrong for you?”
I feel you. Do you ever get the urges with the thoughts as well, making it very convincing you're this dark person? Bc that's how I feel🙁
yes!!! terribly
@Anonymous_234 Oh thank God. I mean not thank God you have it but thank God I can relate😭. Sorry that came off wrong. But sometimes I feel like I get them 24/7 n about all weird things like pedophilia, incest, beastiality, anything super vile n weird. N it's like these groinal responses and urges sometimes make me truly think I like these things.... but I feel disgusting too so I hope I dont😭
@Anonymous same for me i don’t even know where to start to get better
Im having weird scary pocd thoughts and i really hate them, i feel like theyre my own thoughts and im freaking out
i've been very sad these days, i saw a child on TikTok and i had thoughts calling her hot, it seemed like i liked it and i was very anxious and very scared. i cried a lot, i kept replaying the video several times because it seemed like i was attracted to her and only when i was sure that I wasn't attracted to her i skip the video. but then i went to watch the videos of this kid again to see if i was really attracted or not again and i got nervous about being attracted to her "chest" and i kept looking to see if I was really attracted or not 😭 i wasn't, but one thought scared me a lot, which was "you were only attracted because it looked like an adult's chest." i was very nervous, i cried a lot because of this. I'm not attracted to children, I never have been, why does it seem like i am? i don't want to look at children anymore, im too nervous. i'm not attracted to her, all of this makes me sick and sad, it's all very uncomfortable and scary. but I've been questioning myself a lot about the last thought, i can't stop questioning myself. every time i see a child my brain asks if i'm attracted to them or if i think they're pretty. i can't stop crying (sorry for any mistakes I'm using a translator)
I'm 21 and eventually I would like to have a child. I am terrified about the fact that I could have sexual thoughts about them... So now I am filled with intrusive thoughts. How should I respond to these? "So yes, what if I will have intrusive thoughts about that?" But im terrified because a normal person shouldnt think about even that at all. I am so scared. I cannot respond "what if" because this is too serious and it makes me so bad if i respond "what if"
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