OCD has created a lot of horrific imagery in my mind as you would expect and since then my anxiety has died down especially in the last week. However, I feel like because I've had images like severe harming or killing someone, stuff that's still really bad but slightly less bad like pedophilia doesn't really seem bad to me. It's scary because I certainly don't want to do anything like that to anyone
I know exactly what you mean, it makes my anxiety race and idk now that I’ve had more exposure I feel like I desensitization scares me :(
I remember when I first started having severe imagery, I would freeze in shock and get scared, but after it's been persistent over a month and a half, I don't feel that same way any more
@RMEDTwoFour (OCD hater) My libido is on and off and when it’s on a low I feel like these thoughts are more real because I compulsive check that I’m still straight. Like I know what I like but it scares me to death.
@Ano-kinskywalker Yeah for me it's on and off too. It's painful as it always seems to know when to strike and bring me down