- Username
- OcdDude1
- Date posted
- 381d ago
- Order & Symmetry OCD
- Perfectionism OCD
Counting OCD
My OCD makes me feel like I need to do things in even numbers. Like touching something, tasting, looking, smelling, etc. It makes me do things I have no desire to do. For example, I touched a hot stove accidentally and without even thinking about it I immediately touched it a second time. I can stop it if I really think about it but I wish the urge to do the compulsion would go away. It makes no sense that I feel like I have to do this. I then sometimes ruminate on why I did something twice, like I wanted to do it even though I know I didn’t want to. I feel insane just typing this. Can anyone relate? I’m guessing not