Realizing OCD makes it hard for me to trust myself. I don’t know whether I’m obsessing over something that’s not true or I’m worrying about something that’s genuinely valid. For example, I’m constantly worried that I’m not in a relationship that’s right for me. I’m not as happy as I used to be. Considering breaking things off and living alone but incredibly scared it’s the wrong decision and I’ll regret it because I was just overthinking the whole time. Feel like I will never have answers.

Self Trust

OCD : Finding Hard To Trust Self | Obsessing Over Things That Are Not True

Existential OCD

Relationship OCD

I recommend the book Relationship OCD by sheva rajaee. I haven't read it but it seems great. Hope you find some peace from it!