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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
Hi. Thank you both so much @bk @rohan kulkarni My primary concern is heart health and yes Iāve had cardio workups stress test..I am ok by those standards and able to work out vigorously everyday but take Lipitor for cholesterol. I get burning in my chest which is acid reflux most likely but it gets my ocd hungry for more. So should I read about heart attacks??? I was able not to Google today even though I wanted to badly. And also I should read symptoms about random symptoms ? Please and thank you again By the way @bk. Nice job last night and best to you both
Hi vgb, glad to hear you were able to avoid the Google it compulsion, nice work! Glad to hear you are in good health and yeah, your ocd bully Iām sure would love to make you go down a rabbit hole whenever your acid reflux acts up. I would say maybe try doing both, reading more about heart attacks as well as random symptoms, pick whichever cause you less anxiety first. And practice trying not to Google or check yourself for whatever symptoms you find. Thx for the kind words and thx for tuning in, just trying to help anyway I can.
@BK Thatās great advice. Like u said itās good to know we are in good company !!!! U had 6-8 sessions with NOCD. But itās really time to do erp. It did help a lot though!!!! Have a great day! Vicky
@BK I meant I had 6 sessionsā¦.
@vgb No worries, I knew what you meant. I agree ERP is where you see the biggest changes, but itās also the most challenging and uncomfortable part since you are purposely raising your anxiety by not giving into your compulsions. Have a wonderful day and best wishes with your erp and recovery!
health OCD is one of my main themes. i often would try to purposefully read articles of severe illnesses. sometimes i would go on reddit and look up weird things that put people in the hospital or illnesses they missed that became super serious. also when i have health issues myself (i have an autoimmune disease and digestive issues) - when my symptoms start to flare up and trigger my anxiety, i try to sit with them and not feel the urge to act on compulsions - such as trying to convince my dad that i need a trip to the hospital or i am dying lol. hope this helps!
It depends on what ur health ocd is about. Like the first thing u should do is stop the compulsions. Donāt google, or pay attention to those āsymptoms.ā Or rationalize.
Hi vgb, like Rohan said, it depends on the themes of your health OCD. Perhaps you could try reading an article or watching a show about an illness or someone with an illness that you are worried about (or have never heard of) and then resisting as long as possible the compulsion to google or check yourself to see if you have those symptoms. You can repeat with a different (or same illness) and try to stretch that time period out before giving into your compulsion over time until you perhaps donāt feel the need to check anymore at all.
Hi everyone, Iām Andrea and I am a member of the Intake Team here at NOCD. In junior high, I was known as the āaneurysm girlā because I was convinced any small headache meant I was dying. At just 12 years old, I read something that triggered my OCD, and from that moment on, my brain latched onto catastrophic health fears. Any strange sensation in my body felt like proof that something was seriously wrong. I constantly sought reassurance, avoided being alone, and felt trapped in an endless cycle of fear. Over time, my OCD shifted themes, but health anxiety was always there, lurking in the background. I turned to drinking to numb my mind, trying to escape the fear that never let up. Then, in 2016, everything spiraled. I was sitting at work, feeling completely fine, when suddenly my vision felt strangeāsomething was āoff.ā My mind convinced me I was having a stroke. I called an ambulance, launching myself into one of the darkest periods of my life. I visited doctors multiple times a week, terrified I was dying, yet every test came back normal. The fear never loosened its grip. For years, I cycled in and out of therapy, desperately trying to find answers, but no one recognized what was really happening. I was always told I had anxiety or depression, but OCD was never mentioned. I was suicidal, believing I would never escape the torment of my mind. It wasnāt until 2022āafter years of struggling, hitting rock bottom, and finally seeking specialized OCD treatmentāthat I got the right diagnosis. ERP therapy at NOCD was the hardest thing Iāve ever done, but it saved my life. Today, Iām 34, sober, and living a life I never thought was possible. Do I still have hard days? Absolutely. But I am no longer a prisoner to my fears. The thoughts still come, but they donāt control me anymore. They donāt dictate my every move. Life isnāt perfect, but it no longer knocks me off my feet. If youāre struggling with health OCD or somatic OCD, I see you. I know how terrifying and isolating it can be. But I also know that it can get better. If you have any questions about health & somatic OCD, ERP, and breaking the OCD cycle, Iād love to tell you what Iāve learned first hand. Drop your questions below, and Iāll answer all of them!
Can I hear some examples of specific parts of ERP that has helped you? I've been doing talk therapy for a few years and the major issue I have with it is that I already have analyzed all of my problems from every angle, so I'm kind of just sitting there yapping about it for an hour. I need solutions and things that make me feel better.
Iām starting NOCD. I had several years of cbt as a child (well over 20 years ago) and I see a trauma therapist. But now Iāll be seeking further help for OCD and just really scared. CBT wasnāt helpful for me. How has ERP been helpful for you? Do you feel like youāll finally get your life back? Iām consumed by my obsessions š¢ Would love others feedback if ERP helped you ā¤ļø
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