I have been straight all my life I seen this thing on the internet saying that people can get wrong think they are straight all their life and then wrong and was gay the thing is I never thought about this topic before ever the thing is I have autism as well so I take this literally that I can turn homosexual I don’t think their is anything wrong with it but it’s not the life I want at all I was happy before all this happened
saying to “turn gay” implies that it’s a choice, so no. it’s always something that’s just apart of you that you eventually realise.
It don’t add up I never once thought about this even the day before this happened I feel like my old life has been stolen from me I hate this
i’m not too knowledgeable about sexual orientation OCD but i can say someone’s sexual orientation isn’t a choice. i’m very sorry you feel as if your life has been stolen from you but i encourage you to get the help you deserve :)
I am seeing a psychologist who is Training me to step away from the thoughts and let them pass over like clouds in the sky… it feels like it been stolen from me because I have girl friend who I have been with for 5 years now and two kids before all this I think am gay thoughts happened I was living life and happy I hope their is light at the end of this tunnel
I don't think you're just going to go from straight to gay but it is possible to get to a point where you realise you're more bisexual than straight. And if you happen to be bisexual, who cares. There are plenty of bisexual people in monogamous relationships. Nothing has to change.
Thanks I don’t think I am bi I just feel numb all day every day this sucks honestly
I know what you mean about the constant numbness. It's no way to live. I am getting that from other obsessions.
Yeah if just numbness and clouded head all the time
My head just keeps streaming am gay over and over I just can’t be I love my girl friend and what I have now I don’t want this ocd makes me feel like I do though I HATE THIS