I feel like I'm going to be a psychopath and feel like I wanted to be that way. I think I will love to kill somebody, kill my family and it will be my passion but I'm scared to start. I feel like I really really want to do it. Please help me, I love my life! I want to be kind. I don't want to be like this. I don't know exactly what I want to be. 😭 I am so confused!!!!!!!!!!
Psychopaths don’t care and will never care.
This helps me too. Thank you so much peeps! 🥹
Hello, ok, so, im going to give you a couple of facts about being a killer/psycho. Psycho paths will not realise they are one, they think what there doing is totally fine, and quite frankly, they want to kill people. In your post, you specified that you dont want to be like this. Number 2, OCD loves, and I mean LOVES to attack things you hold dear to yourself, thats why its so powerful, I assume you love your family, which is why this is having such an effect on you. You are a kind person im sure. So, try to not take in everything your OCD is saying. (Difficult I know) try therapy, if you haven’t already started. These thoughts are more common among OCD sufferers then you think.
But what if I'm developing psycho by this happening? Or it can lead to being a psycho? Coz it feels like I want to be that right now 😭 btw thanks for enlighten me about that. May you please answer my next questions 🥺 what if I possibly developing psycho 😭
@dreeeeee People who develop into psychopaths aren’t aware they are. Its the same as schizophrenia, they aren’t aware of it, they just kinda… lose sense of reality, and from my perspective, you’re very aware. And, you dont want to become a psycho. Psychos simply don’t have that thought process. Allow the thoughts to be there, dont fight them, but, dont react to them, or at least, try not to react to all of them.
@dreeeeee what you are feeling is an urge, and it is causing you a lot of anxiety and stress, you are in control of what you do, unless someone is forcing you too these things, I have experienced having similar feelings and thoughts, and what’s best to is, let them come and don’t pay no mine too it because when you do that’s when you become more obsessed of the thoughts and feelings and can honestly make them worse, if you want you can each a hotline, the one you can text is 741741, i find that when i have these thoughts and feelings when it’s bad this helps :)
@Deb12345! or if you feel like your in a crisis there’s numbers you can call you just have to look them up on google
@Deb12345! This ^^^
@Deb12345! what does the hotline do??
@username255 they help you calm down, and give you someone to talk too :)
@LukeSm Thank you so much!! 🥺 I really appreciated, this ocd reuined my life so much 😭 I can't even enjoy my life. If I am rich or have enough money to take a therapy, I will 😭. I tried not to react and it just lead to being scared of I will enjoy those thoughts and will not scared anymore to do the thoughts. I hope there are meds or pills to take and it will just disappear and make life's so happy again. 😭 Really really miss my life.
@Deb12345! Thank you so much also! But I'm from the Philippines, I don't think that I can contact them 😭 you guys are so good, thank you so much! 🥺
@dreeeeee It will get better over time, just try to calm down, one day at a time bro. 💪🏻💪🏻
@dreeeeee i believe if you look up on google there are some in your area! just remember you are in control of your actions, not your thoughts! hope this helps
i can also give you a video recommendation as well, her name is Ali greymond on youtube
when you think about something your boyfriend or whoever do something wrong does anyone feel like and urge to act on the thought? or something, idk if this makes sense and most of time i get anxiety from thinking that, but there’s times i don’t and it makes me worried.
I’m going through this rn too
Hey - how ru now?
I know we’re not meant to ask for reassurance but I’m currently not in therapy and I need help, it feels scarily real and I feel like I’m not anxious or worried over the thoughts. I had stabbing thoughts about someone I care about and I started deliberately imagining them to test myself to see if I hate it or not but instead it felt like I knew how it feels to stab someone and like the feeling of doing that physical action and I swear it is the worst thing I have ever experienced as well I had moments where it felt like It was about to happen or I keep getting this really sick ‘happy’ feeling that I want to do that and I don’t know what that is but it feels incredibly real almost like I was getting a happy feeling or wanted to do that thing and jsut wasn’t giving into it and now I’m thinking I’m actually evil and it feels like I get a pleasurable feeling over the thought of doing that and would want to do it?? Because I ‘like’ the feeling of doing it or it would ‘feel’ good I swear I really don’t know what to do it feels incredibly real I feel like I can’t even say that I’m worried or scared because I feel like I’m lying and actually want it and have evil desires I’m really concerned, I have never done anything bad in my life, I feel like what if through experimenting and imagining the thoughts to test myself I have suddenly discovered I like it because it feels extremely real that I would ‘enjoy’ or like Doing that evil thing and it’s really concerning, i don’t understand I was fine a few days ago and suddenly I’m experiencing this? Is it possible to suddenly become evil i don’t want to be evil, but what if i like it and my desire to not be evil isn’t as strong as this ‘happy feeling’ i wish I can be normal I don’t want any of this please but I swear I feel like there is something wrong with me, I think this is the worst I’ve ever felt, like it feels like I want it and would enjoy it and it’s making me feel really worried but at the same time I don’t even know if I’m worried please help I need advice
I’ve always struggled with maladaptive daydreaming I’ve stopped but I have harm ocd and my brain would hook onto a true crime story and I’d pretend to be a family member/loved one/victim of a k*ller and would make up elaborate stories abt it. That feels so disgusting I’m so scared this shows in a horrible person doesn’t it? And now my brain is telling me I have found k*llers attractive in the past I don’t think I ever did but what if I did I’m scared
I’ve always struggled with maladaptive daydreaming I’ve stopped but I have harm ocd and my brain would hook onto a true crime story and I’d pretend to be a family member/loved one/victim of a kller and would make up elaborate stories abt it. That feels so disgusting I’m so scared this shows in a horrible person doesn’t it? And now my brain is telling me I have found kllers attractive in the past I don’t think I ever did but what if I did I’m scared and I daydreamed about k*lling a man if he ever SA my niece these feel so violent they were at least MONTHS ago but I am ashamed and truly would like support.
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