- Username
- h56
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I use to get it where I would over think like did I touch that person wrong whilst walking past them. When I was changing my little sisters nappy I would worry I was doing it wrong so I would ask for reassurance from everyone. I use to get thoughts like maybe I did touch that child even though I knew I definitely hadn't. I wouldn't dream of it. I worry I make children feel uncomfortable because I seem anxious around them. I have other worries as well but I don't want to trigger your ocd
Yes
Yours make you feel like you have acted or want to or feel like you want?
I don't really worry if I am one cause I know I'm not and even if I was I wouldn't act on it but I know I'm not cause the thoughts make me feel uncomfortable and guilty I rarely get sexual intrusive thoughts about children. But when I do I worry about it but I think well fuck it if I am I am. But again, I know I'm not cause I would hate for pedophilia to be legal it can really fuck a child up in the head getting messed with. Added onto that I love men, I love sex the bigger the d the better lol. I know it's icd cause I've had ocd since I was three and it goes from one thing to the next but this one is by far the worst
I am worrying it isn't pocd
POCD is by far the worst theme I have ever dealt with. And I’ve dealt with a lot. Atleast, with every other theme I beloved I wanted to be happy, and wanted to be loved and tried to do things that made me happy. With pocd I feel I do t deserve any of that bc I am a “bad person.” I feel actual pedophiles don’t deserve those things, so I believe that for myself. I really hope I’m not. I mean, deep down I KNOW I’m not, but ocd keeps trying to find and cling to “proof”. So shitty. It’s genuinely so exhausting. Anyone else struggling rn?
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