Feels like I genuinely want the thoughts and I'm happy about them 😣 I find myself think about a life with a woman and my boyfriend doesn't even feel like my boyfriend anymore.. This is just all too hard.
i understand i’m so sorry you feel like this. keep going i believe in you. don’t be afraid to ask for help. you deserve to feel good
Thank you so much for the encouragement ♥️
I feel this so much. It feels like I’m just torturing myself by continuing to push through on the grounds of living the life I want. It’s like all the things I wanted and dreamed of before this no longer excite me or make me happy. It’s hard to say I even want them anymore and im engaged to the love of my life(even saying that feels like a lie)….. sad
Me too. I feel like i would be torturing myself if I continue like this 😣😭 which further "proves" that it must be true... It's so damn hard and I feel so guilty. If you don't mind me asking, how long have you been dealing with this?
@Material.Gorl Since October of last year:(
@alandy Sorry to hear that 😔 stay strong and continue pushing forward no matter what ❤️
@Material.Gorl You too friend❤️ better days ahead!
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