It feels like it’s literally impossible to feel normal or good at all. I just want to know that I won’t do anything to harm anyone or myself and feel inner peace with that. But I keep getting this feeling that I don’t want to be here and it’s so annoying. Like I keep trying to visualize my life how I want it but I just get the feeling that I really don’t want that and that I won’t make thru ocd or want to. Like what the fuck are even these feelings? Can anyone relate ?

Like you feel the same way?

@Anonymous Yeah. Everything just feels so off and I’ve been really obsessive about it. It’s making me become really depressed, but I don’t know who to go to about it because I feel like I’ve already caused all the people around me enough trouble, because they’ve been so supportive to me for so long. Do you ever feel that way?

@12345678910 Definitely, I’ve talked to anyone I can talk to and 3 different therapists and feel like I’ve just lost hope and am just silently suffering

@Anonymous It will get better, I promise. I don’t know why these things happen to us, but I think that it really will just make us stronger. Everything feels so so strange to me right now, I’m hoping to start therapy again soon and get on medication. Hopefully I’ll be feeling better. I hope the same for you too.