← Explore more posts

xoxox12356

Date posted: 3y

ughhh every time i see a really nice looking little boy by anxiety goes mad and i feel like i’m attracted to them i’ve had this for 2 years now i am actually fed up when will this all stop😞 i went out last night and it ruined my whole night as my brain was going ‘your a p3do’ all night in my head and makes me think it isn’t eve ocd anymore and i am just a p and i really can’t cope anymore, i know about false attraction and all this but when will there be a day when i stop having these fake attractions or whatever to children? i don’t even get sexual thoughts or anything anymore it’s literally just me feeling like i’m attracted to some children😞😞 i want my old life and self back:((

Anonymous

Date posted: 3y

i can relate too this a bit, I know how you feel about the false attraction, I have found that my intrusive thoughts really only attack me during certain moments when i’m doing certain things like taking care of myself, showers or even just using the bathroom, also when i’m just trying too spend time with my boyfriend, I always feel on edge, and it just makes me worry.. just know you aren’t alone and it does get better.

Be a part of the largest OCD Community

Share your thoughts so the Community can respond