I clean my room and I enjoy seeing everything clean and organized after but I also don't because when I try to put for example a box somewhere and it's not perfect I get frustrated and sometimes have panic attacks because of it also I clean my things and when I'm done cleaning those things I feel like I have to do it all over again because I feel like I didn't clean something right I also feel if I don't clean it again then their dirty and if their dirty then that means I'm also dirty:(