- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y ago
YES! Teal is a fantastic color. One of my favorites š„°
Itās so pretty!!!
Thatās amazing!! Iām so happy for you š
I want to beat OCD because I have seen and felt the benefits of clearing my brain from unnecessary, pointless, thoughts. OCD is like 0 calorie food. Itās pointless. No nutrition or benefits come from my obsessions or compulsions. I donāt care to have answers to everything anymore. I catch myself just trying to stress myself out so that I have some worry to feed on. But like I said, itās a 0 calorie food. I get nothing from it but wasted time and energy. My brain feels more spacious when Iām not consumed by OCD. Iām present. My personality has room to be herself without making space for bullshit. I tell myself now that worry is poison. I think Willie Nelson was the person I got that quote from? Anyways, that imagery of worries being poison for the mind has been transformative for me. Iām evolving. š Thanks NOCD community.
So Iām so bored lately I have everything I want and could ask for but Iām a dopamine junkie so I jump from item to item and Iām still bored and I have ātoys ā stay with me Iāll explain ⦠so I have actual toys like dolls and stuffed animals because I still enjoy younger things at times ⦠yep Iām still an adult ⦠but that being said I wonāt āplay ā or interact with younger toys because I feel itās not age appropriate and I want to fit in with societyās norms ⦠that being said I have a Xbox s I have a Nintendo switch ⦠a legion go hand held system ⦠a portable dvd player and Iām sure other things I canāt remember⦠no I donāt act like a spoiled brat and want or need for everything and Iām very gratefulā¦. But that being said out of all the things I have nothing really keeps my attention I just impulse buy them⦠I obsess about buying them for months I buy them and use them for a little bit and get bored ā¦ā¦ then I feel ungrateful for not using an expensive item or gift.:. Go back and use that item and then the cycle repeats ⦠I just canāt find anything that truly keeps me entertained and engaged ⦠and keeps me wanting to fool with it every day or interact with it ā¦. I want to find something that gives me a sense of accomplishment and excitement⦠and game systems and whatever else just donāt do that for me ⦠like I said I promise Iām not a spoiled adult /brat ā¤ļø
I cannot get over my perfectionism ocd surrounding my hair. The color needs to be perfect without any undertone left of red or orange, or I freak out (due to past experience). Iām a natural brunette, so I dye my hair brownā¦. Making me have red/orange undertones. I want to get over my ocd completely and the fear I get from dying it/looking at it/constantly checking and comparing to others hair. Itās exhausting. Any tips ? I want ocd to stop taking control of my life. I want to enjoy getting my hair done and not freaking out every second over it.
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