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Ime, it feels like it can totally flip it to the point where yeah, I’m really hoping this is still OCD and not just “latent homosexuality” or whatever the psychs wana call it.
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This is me right now. How do I know it’s just my ocd and not me being actually Lesbian or bi when I have a boyfriend that treats me well and I love him but I’m always questioning it
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@Redrose I’ve been there firl. I’m still there at times! Hopefully we can all get help. I have multiple themes and when I’m worried about one theme for example ROCD or gender identity, I Know I’m straight and don’t have a sexuality issue. That’s the scary part of OCD
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@SDW453 It’s just that my problem is lesbian porn for example turns me on and I fantasize about doing stuff with a girl / want to try stuff with a girl but I’ve neevr crushed on one or see myself dating one if that makes so Im not sure if its me just not being into my boyfriend and he’s nott he guy for me or if Im bi or lesbian😓 i love him hes so sweet and good to me
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@Redrose We have the same exact story. Literally to a core.
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@SDW453 Lesbian porn turns me on too and always has… but what I have learned is that actually MOST straight girls get turned on by lesbian porn… it doesn’t mean anything. I still doubt that statistic tho
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@SDW453 Ugh I don’t know what to do how to figure it out ! Im the kind of person that has to figure things out or else I’ll be in constant anxiety and feel depressed and unable to function. I become irritable :(
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@Redrose that’s the OCD trying to talk…. Trust me
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@SDW453 I really hope so otherwise this is going to be very hurtful
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@Anonnymous How do we deal with this ladies?? How are your feelings what are you mainly scared of
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@Redrose I’m mainly scared if I am that means everything I thought I knew abt myself I didn’t and overall I don’t care much abt being gay it’s more if I am I would t feel like myself I’ll feel different like it would be a big change for me
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@Anonymous Me too, I’m scared of that and because I have a boyfriend as well as I don’t know what I would do because my parents would never accept it I’m middle eastern and it just worries me
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@Anonnymous I suggest u do exposure therapy it’s been helping me
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@Anonnymous It gets better 💕
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@Redrose I suggest doing exposure therapy it really helps u need to learn how to live without reassurance
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@Anonymous Its so hrd though I can’t its not about reassurance its about being scared and not wanting to fuck up and hurt someone I need tk know so i can make accurate decisions in my life and my relationships
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@Redrose That’s addressed in ERP, not just the sexual attraction, but the idea that you’ll come out later in life and totally destroy your loved ones around you. It’s similar to harm ocd, rocd, scrupulosity…all these things attack a core part of our identity. Most of this is not “am I this or that,” but rather “I don’t know who I truly am.”
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@Nathan777 Sometimes it’s not even a sexual orientation issue sometimes it’s deeper than that not always don’t wanna give anyone reassurance
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@Anonymous Good point, in fact, it’s prolly mostly reassurance me posting here much of the time!
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Hi everyone, I have been struggling with something for a while and I am starting to wonder if it is related to OCD. For as long as I can remember, I have had this habit of looking at people, whether friends, family, or strangers and even kids, through a lens that feels like it is from the perspective of someone who might find them attractive or sexualize them. I don’t want to feel attracted; it just feels like my brain automatically puts them in that perspective. I’ve done this for as long as I can remember, and I honestly thought it was just part of me being curious or creative. I have always thought this was just a quirk of my brain, but now I am starting to wonder if it is an OCD thing, especially since it feels automatic and I get anxious afterward. Has anyone else experienced this? I did not think this was part of OCD, but now I am not so sure.
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What irritates me the most is that during intimacy with my husband, it happens that OCD puts an image and scene in my head, my sister or someone for whom my OCD is attached and it's literally as if that intimacy is happening with that person, and it seems real that I can and it's exciting! I'm working on ERP during that, but it's still hard to digest... I don't know if it's the same for you?
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Hi everyone, I’m a 30-year-old woman, and I’ve been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 5 years. I’ve always felt emotionally close to him — he’s caring, supportive, and we planned a future together, including having a family. I don’t want to leave him. He means so much to me. But for a while now, I’ve been obsessing over the fact that I don’t feel much sexual attraction to him anymore. It’s not like I never felt anything — when we first met, there were butterflies, excitement, emotional connection… something real. He was never “just a friend” to me. But the physical side of the relationship feels like it’s slowly faded, and I’m panicking about what that means. I keep thinking things like: – “Maybe I chose the wrong person.” – “You can’t be in love without sexual desire.” – “If I was truly in love, I would still want him.” – “What if I’ve been lying to myself this whole time?” Sometimes my body reacts — I can feel physical closeness or even arousal — but my mind shuts down and says: “no, this isn’t right.” Other times, I feel tension, resistance, or even disgust during intimacy, and I can’t tell if that’s anxiety or if something is fundamentally wrong. What makes this even more confusing is that I truly believe that real love includes sexual attraction. For me, it’s all part of one feeling — not separate. So if the attraction is gone, does that mean the love is too? Is it possible that this is still OCD — that my mind is obsessing and disconnecting me from my real feelings? Has anyone experienced something similar? Any support would mean so much. I feel so stuck between my mind and my heart.
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