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I’m in the same spot right now except not feeling like a guy anymore. It’s hard, and it will make you doubt everything, but the key is to accept the uncertainty. I’m still in the middle of learning how to now and it’s been very hard, these thoughts have and still are kicking my butt, but we’ll get through this. I believe in you :)
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Im trying to! But I get so scared or that in the future or something I’ll decide I am like a guy or something and that I do like girls like im just so unsure of myself and how I feel that I just don’t know or I can’t see my future I guess anymore or something or that Im just scared of it. I hope you’re doing better though! Sorry for the late reply!!
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@khm No need to apologize! I can relate to a lot of what you’re saying, and I know how convincing and terrifying it can feel. The most difficult part of this all is accepting the uncertainty and letting the intrusive thoughts pass without doing compulsions/ruminating. It feels impossible, but with practice and help it is possible to beat. This won’t be your forever, you will get through this one day :)
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I’ve completely lost myself. I can’t focus on my studies, I can’t go to the gym. Dang it I can’t even be around my male friends normally anymore. I got no idea why or how this happened but the only thing I know for sure is that I never questioned my sexuality neither doubted it. I never cared in general. I just liked girls. I keep testing and keep testing and keep testing my arousal but no matter how many times I see but I don’t feel the same way for guys that I do with girls my mind will always try to make me believe that I am gay. It’s like it’s forcing me into an identity I never asked for. But at the end of the day like my psychologist told me. Sexuality doesn’t change. So since I never felt anything for guys in my life it’s ocd. I’ve been up and down for 5 months now and while the last week I was feeling way better. Monday now and I’m back to zero. I just want to go back when everything was normal. I can’t keep living with this.
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I really dont know if it is ocd anymore I dont want certain sexual things with my bf anymore that i used to like When i envision it with a girl it is so easy to envision and it feels like i want that , that will give me the satisfaction This feeling is making me really question if i am still into men , desire men sexually Is this still ocd , i really dont know anymore , as it is a feeling it is too real
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Hey guys so I have been suffering with sexual ocd due to the fact that I don’t feel that romantic spark with him anymore, I love him and I know I do but I get to much in my thoughts thinking about why can’t I feel that anymore what has changed what if I don’t wanna be with anymore I’ve been with him for 4 years and at first I think it was ROCD but now I started thinking what if I’m into girls now I’ve always been the type to say oh a girl is so pretty or I like this about her but now I feel like every time I see a girl I’m like do I see myself in a relationship with her oh she’s pretty oh I like her voice do I find it attractive and sometimes I do !!! Which is killing me I feel disgust thinking about because what if I secretly am no shame to people who are my sister herself is but I just feel wierd because I wanna be with my husband and feel happy there not with a girl and feel like a man because I see myself in the mirrior and I’m like do I myself being a man do I look lesbian? Do I act lesbian or bi? What if secretly I wanna be a man or I imagine myself being a man in a relationship with a pretty girl and idk what to think
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