- Date posted
- 180d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
- Transgender OCD
I’m in the same spot right now except not feeling like a guy anymore. It’s hard, and it will make you doubt everything, but the key is to accept the uncertainty. I’m still in the middle of learning how to now and it’s been very hard, these thoughts have and still are kicking my butt, but we’ll get through this. I believe in you :)
Im trying to! But I get so scared or that in the future or something I’ll decide I am like a guy or something and that I do like girls like im just so unsure of myself and how I feel that I just don’t know or I can’t see my future I guess anymore or something or that Im just scared of it. I hope you’re doing better though! Sorry for the late reply!!
@khm No need to apologize! I can relate to a lot of what you’re saying, and I know how convincing and terrifying it can feel. The most difficult part of this all is accepting the uncertainty and letting the intrusive thoughts pass without doing compulsions/ruminating. It feels impossible, but with practice and help it is possible to beat. This won’t be your forever, you will get through this one day :)