- Username
- khm
- Date posted
- 603d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
- Transgender OCD
need help asap!!
ok so i was just showering and had the thought I guess maybe genuinely had the thought that maybe I’m a boy and I just started panicking because I don’t know if I felt or thought like yes that’s right you are a boy I’m not sure or if it was panic that I don’t want to be a boy I don’t know all I know is I panicked at the thought because I think maybe I’ve convinced myself I am so I felt like I was and freaked out and so for some context I have a younger sister and and older brother and I thought to myself that I’m the second brother of the family like there is no second sister or something and it just freaked me out like I just don’t feel like a girl anymore and I don’t know if I’m a boy and if I want to be a boy but it just feels like I’m supposed to I guess idk like I’m just tired of this and I don’t know what to think like I can’t tell if I don’t want to be a girl anymore